Best freinds???

Because it’s a different kind of pain. It twists deep inside you; its like a cigarette being held against your heart and forever standing on uneven ground. It makes you feel as if there is something fundamentally wrong with you and you begin to question your entire personality- Am I too much? Am I annoying? Do I obsess too much or talk about myself too much? Am I just unloveable? 

And their words, their betrayal, it crawls beneath your skin, it stains your heart and runs in your blood. 

It lurks in your mirror, it’s the shadow sat at brunch with you and your new friends whispering that they don’t like you either, they have a secret WhatsApp group dedicated to your demise.

There’s two faces to all of them smiling at you and you’re forever waiting for their masks to drop.

Because what you give to your friends, it’s different to what you give to your partner. It’s raw and authentic and it is 100% you.